February 2012
42 posts
Oh my god.!
That was literally the most realest dream I have ever had.! Ahhh I wanna go back to sleep!!
One of those nights..
One of those nights when you sit up and just think back to a happier time in your life. Those times when everything seemed perfect. Nothing could make you any happier. From the little wrestling moments to the sneaking out just to have her sleeping next to you. Feeling her touch first thing in the morning. It all just comes back to you and it literally feels like it was yesterday.
Yeah.. guess...
Ill miss you till me heart stops beating.
D:
We all get what we deserve.
All my life I have grown up fighting. Its always been me against the world. People have tried to fill my head with lies about jesus and all this other bullshit. Nobody is different. Everybody is the same. This is a “all for one and one for all” kind of world we live in. It’s filled with people that lie, steal, cheat and many other things. I let words and good times make myself go...
Birthday plans:
Wake up. Go to school. Come home. sleep.
Just Venting..
Do you ever feel like after the “first love” it has destroyed you to the point where you want to love someone else but you just can’t..?
That feeling is not fun. Ya celibisy!
My life will be better than yours.!
Shitty..
Im getting tired of this… I hate it… A lot.
I love how my mom calls me out of school whenever...
January 2012
164 posts
Why has all this time passed but it still hurts.!?
I can’t wait to get out of this place. Leave all the memories and broken dreams behind. Only 4 more months till my existence in this horrible place disappears. There is too many memories here for me to ever be able to try and be happy again. After graduation i’m not gonna party.. i’m not gonna go get drunk like everybody else. I am going to revisit the place where it all began....
ahhh.
Those minutes where I am alone, just me and my pillow. I think. A lot. I think about everything, anything. It varies from “What am I doing with my life?” to “Do I have any homework?” The room is so silent, but my mind is so loud. IT drives me crazy because the things I would never think about, I think about. Sometimes, I hate it because it brings up things I would rather...
